life is a maze and love is like a riddle` ♥

Thursday, May 31, 2007 { 5/31/2007 09:54:00 PM }

in the morning. i overslept a little but lucky px call me. hahaha lol thanks girl. :] woke up, found tt my eyes are swollen cause of ytd cry too much. sign i couldn really open my eyes properly. sign. haix anyway rush down to expo. tot i was late but i was the first one to arrive. lol haha wasn feeling well so grab a sandwich n a bottle of water. yum. steph, james, jL, ruiliang, adeline came. haha then went to queue.

saw jeremy. james realise i look pale. oh man. hahaha lol anyway went to queue. we started queueing at hall 9. soo far la..! crazy sia. oh man. haha so stufffy. super hot. all of us were bathing. haha but it was kinda fast. didn wait quite long so it was okay. haha got the blank bangle. so nice..! hehe sat beside meitong n px. hahaha lol did the quiz and took pic. lol haha so funny la. finally service started..! XD i started the countdown. muahahhahaha..! im proud of my voice. lol haha

hehe anyway aft service, met ching. train to yishun. so long la. hahaha taught her cube. finally sia. hahaha then met lijuin. ate long john silver. cab down to occ. changed and started to bowl. hahaha lol played with the same pple again. haha he a little cute. lol haha but..... they are all younger than me by one year but.... they are taller than me. -_-" rubbish sia. hahaha bleh my thumb hurts like crazy so didn play well. hurts since the beginning la. haix

played the same average. so its still ok. but uncle billy saidhe was surprise i play well but not for today. so ya. expected. dont worry. lol hahaha aft bowling, went to north point to eat cup noodles with ching n lijuin. haha first round, chinng n lijuin took 25 min just to buy the cup noodles. -_-" i waited like one idiot. lol hahhahaa then second round. i went with ching to buy. haha faster than them la. hahaha XP

we finish around 9. so scary. haha faster rush down to tpy then to ahma hse. get my things then rush back aljunied. done everything before daddy come back. didn want to talk to him. he came back while i was making the bed. then he ask me, why, i still angry with him uh..? like duh.! stupid ass. hate him. im not going to talk to him. for what. stupid.

heard this song during service. it was really meaningful. i dedicate this song to him. that pig. lol hahaha my eyes are still swollen la. -_-" xian. really dont know wad to say. im really speechless. why are u doing this to me and to yourself. cant we pretend tt nothing have happen. just be normal friends. cannot?! i just ask u to do somthing so simple and u dont want / lazy to / dont bother to. sign

"Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson"

You've got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say (say)
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah
You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk'
The less I can take, oh

[CHORUS]
I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed (showed)?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me
I'm all alone (alone)
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today
Hey

[CHORUS]

I wanna love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave

[CHORUS]

you don't have the answer
Walk away
Just walk (walk)
away(Just walk away)
Then just leave
Yeah yeah
Walk away
Walk away
Walk away